it started off great and now i’m in fucking tears

oh god today we got all of these university booklets and undergraduate degree programs holy fuck i am FREAKING out i don’t know what i’m supposed to do everyone knows what they’re doing like if they’re going to uni or tafe or dropping out of school lol ugh idk WHAT DO I DO IN TIMES OF STRESS AND CONFUSION

the type of friendship where you put everything into it and it just turns out to be a big waste and you feel like you’re not appreciated at fucking all well fuck you lol

omg OK

THE challenge (in response to Monica’s challenge)

not many people understand what i mean when i say “coldplay is my life”. when i say that, i mean it, but people think it’s a stupid thing to say. last year, i was going through a really hard time. it felt like no one wanted to talk to me, no one wanted to listen, no one cared. then suddenly it felt like someone wanted to listen, someone who cared. 4 people. their music made me realise that my opinion is the only opinion that should matter. they made me stronger. they made me fight for the things i love and let go of the things i couldn’t love anymore. they made me feel important. they made me feel like the happiest person in the world. they still do of course, and they will for the rest of my life. i’ve never loved anything so much in my life. i’ve never felt so much like this in my life. i love a lot of things, but loving coldplay is different. they give me hope. they give me faith. they give a lot of things no one else can give me. they give me freedom, passion and inspiration. can i repeat those two words again? passion and inspiration. their music is the one thing i can’t live without. they helped me realised what music really is about. their music is the one thing that can help me through anything and everything.

through their music, they’ve helped me discover this army of coldplayers who i call my second family today. sure, the subject of pervplay might come up, but we all know that each of us love coldplay just as much as the fans who don’t participate in it. we might have our disagreements, our opinions and our fights, our different perspectives on certain issues, our sometimes harsh opinions on other people’s arguments and discussions, but we are a family and we will stay strong for the 4 (5 including phil) boys who have made some of us the happiest people in the world. they helped me through a lot of things people can’t help me with. they make me cry without even saying a word. they make my day with just one song. they’ve made me a better person. they’ve made me happier than i ever could imagine. without coldplay, i’m nothing.